ok so hating sleep will only make things worse in the long run I have been avoiding sleep until this afternoon and when i did pass out some thing strang happened when i tried to wake up my body wouldn't let me i couldn't move like when you hand falls asleep and you can't move your fingers well picture that happening to your whole body and when i finally did move i sat up then fell over, hit my head on a table and passed back out 2 hours later i finally woke up and was able to move but it was weird very very weird. But Dallas has been good to my lol its better then where i came from i just wish life wasn't so damn hard to figure out i am having second thoughts about getting married i'm way to young i still want to party go out hang out with my friends go to clubs but my fiancee is holding me back i can't take it i'm just trying to grow up and be my own person and he holds that against me he doesn't want me to go out he doesn't want me to do things, its his way or the highway and well the highway is looking pretty good.